Anita...I do not know what brought me to this page today. Obviously I was guided in some way. I am at a loss for words. I had no idea you were dealing with something so terrible. I did not know Anthony, but he being your son speaks volumes of the type of man he was here and continues to be in soul. Please take heart in that he lives on in a different place. As with my sister, whom you know also passed, they remain ever present. I suspect this is something you may already realize. We just need to listen for them. Peace to you, Anthony, and your family. Joe Klein