I am very sorry to read of the passing of your mother, grandmother, aunt and friend. She will be missed. It may comfort you to know that God's Word the Bible holds out a sure hope of seeing your loved one again. This hope is found at John 5:25,28,29. This hope will be made a reality by means of God's Kingdom in which we pray for in the Lord's Prayer. May each passing day get a little easier as life returns to normal.