Mom I am so lost without you. I cry all day and all night. My heart can't expect it don't know if it ever will. I need you so much it's not fair,it was to soon. I watched you so many times fight to get better and now there is no more fight. I don't know how to get back to life and go on without you.I need you to help me please, I am no longer myself I am lost. Please come visit me in my dreams and hold me and let me know your ok. I love you so much mom