Mom... I'm heartbroken! Being here without you is the hardest ting I've ever had to do. I keep replaying last week and will probably continue to do this for a very long time. Though all grown up I feel like a lost child. You're not here to call and ask advice, or simply listen to anything I wanna talk about with you. EVERYTHING I see, or do, watch or hear brings me back to you. I can't take this torture. The only reassurance is that you're pain free. BUT it's still a tough pill to swallow, knowing I will never see you again. I completely break down and can't breath this is a pain on a whole other level. Please watch over us. Let me know you're OK and you're happy. Help me get through this pain because I don't know where to start, other than the beginning but starting there brings back all the pain. Its a vicious circle and I need you to give me the strength to get through.... Please I miss you ❤